I don’t usually care about my posts„,I’m not fucking famous….you know.
I’ve been like this ever since I was born , I have no special companion
No one exactly understand how I feel, Nobody really wants to be me.
The thing is I just want to be love for who I am or what I am.
I spend my spare time, but if I could shape the way I want my life would be
I would wish, that I have someone that I’m great and loveable.
But right now I should now be desperate for that, probably if I reach the age of 30 I’d be desperate, but right now I should be contented of what I have in my life.
I have a strong belief in God, although most of you think I’m a filthy fag.
But somewhere out there, I know you’re there, and I’ll be waiting. Promise
First of all, I don’t know what I should say,
but most of the time, I’m usually bored of my life
I used to belong to some sort of Christian group
but because of my sexuality I retaliate
and now I don’t have any friends
I’m trying to survive on my own
To be honest I don’t feel like I will belong
to any sort of group, people always has probems on me.
I blog because maybe somehow I will know myself better
or maybe so I could easily reflect to my actions
I would say I’ve been frustrated with my life
There’s nothing much here in this world
that offer much happiness, but of course
I need to go on, even if its full of uncertainty
Love from another person is not that easy to get,
so I give up and so I try to do things by myself
just like the protagonist on 1Q48,
And just like what Bob Ong said, Don’t complain
if the person you love the most doesn’t love back,
because there are some people who love you so dearly
but you don’t like them either. So quits lang..
But of course God still loves, although they think
I’m a filthy fag
Most of the time I read to fill my time
I’ve read so many books for a while
But I guess what I need to read is books
Of how should I handle myself
Just like the book of Sean Covey
Learn how to speak Japanese, Chinese, Korean, Spanish
Rest house near the beach or maybe Bohol
Get a wonderful house
Write some books
Things that I read
Things I enjoy looking to
People I look into
Julie Ann San Jose
Things that might make me happy
Things that I should always do
List the things that could make you happy
Care about the skin
To be honest I always feel lonely. I felt like no one really understands me. That’ whay
OOC: I will stay here if Yahoo doesn’t completely murder it and make it unusable/add a load of unnecessary things like email and ads to it etc. if they start trying to fuck it about I may have to consider leaving.
It’s my fucking home… how could I leave!?
George Takei responds to “traditional” marriage fans.